Saturday, October 3, 2009
2nd October Fri...
Its my worest Black Friday of my life...
Everything bad just appear in front of me. Why? Why? What the hell have I done to deserve all these. First, was my No. 4 pants went missing and few weeks more i will have my Field Camp..
Second, my ankle got injured and there is a sharp pain..
Lastly....The Pain of all Pain..my gf after 2 plus long years broke up with me....
What hurt the most is she told me that the love for me was already gone a year ago.
Everyone told me when you are in the army always have a goal for yourself so that I can go through the training no matter it is hard or not....but now wat goal I still have...
The whole time I will be thinking, "Its okie, just 5 days shit throw me all of them i will still take it cos in the end i will be able to see her"
Now....wat should I look forward for?
(So tell me, wat made you loss the feeling?)
