Saturday, October 24, 2009
Oct 24
Ya just booked out again but tml going back...so soon but i am not sad cos there is nothing for me to be enjoying this weekend..nobody for me to look forward to meet. Btw I got silver for my IPPT, ppl may say is nothing but to be is a great improve. Wat push me was when my CSM told us on tuesday, was silver and above are allow to have nights out. After the told us, I straight away knew wat I fighting for. I am fighting to see her, just have a look at her is just good enough for me. But i am always ready to be rejected. So on tuesday, I took a taxi to her house. When i reached her home, my heart was full of joy. I later entered her room to wait for Eugene. During the period, I have so much things in my mind that want to tell her but I know I cant cos it may end up not able to see her again..I keep telling myself to try to forget abt her but i just cant do it bcos i still love her in my heart. Thinking abt her while looking at the stars and moon and dreaming abt her everynight when i sleep. But wat i can do now is just to wait for her as long as i can and hope to get her heart back one day.....
(Really happy to see you eventhough it just a while. I hope getting a single digit for my 2.4km will make you have? This then will be my new goal to fight for and hope with that i could see you more offen. Also do take care of yourself try not to carry too much heavy load. Seeing you in pain will always makes me sad....even its over, I still would like to say to you, "I LOVE U"..........)
