Saturday, October 31, 2009
Oct 31,
Hi cant wait for next week field camp. I think it will be tough but its onli 2 1/2 days and i onli have 2 weeks more before I POP for my BMT!!! Yea!!
Hmmmm...for the past few weeks everytime i raise my head and look at the morning stars, i will keep thinking and wonder do my relationship with mich could still salvage and should i still keep thinking about her...Some of my batchboys told me not to keep hurting yourself and just forget about her. I was told the first relationship will always be very hard to get over. So wat I think I should do is keep telling myself is to fight for something else instead for her. Fight for early booked out and night out must always be for myself not for her anymore..
(I know these few weeks you keep telling me you have something to do during the weekend and you do not wan to tell me wat you're doing. Its okie I have no rights anymore to wan you to tell me. But i hope you are happy with your life now...I will also be happy if you have really find your true happiness.)
